The testimony of Jesus Christ
The testimony Given by the disiple of
Christ Jαson
I felt that I needed to write this down and share it
with others who are lost and
confused and have no hope that live in this lost and dying world.
When I was still young I always had a good feeling that I
am not alone and that there is a good spirit who listens to
the prayers of his people. An early memory I have is when I
was in my room and I heard
loud vibrations that sounded like loud thumps, I was really scared
and I went downstairs and held on to my father.
When my parents separated I lived on and off with both of my
parents. While I was young my father gave me a bible and I did not even read it.
Through out all the time I was living with my parents I could feel a desire to go to church and be closer to
God. One day I read the story of creation. I was thinking that I just wanted to be right next
to God on his throne of majesty.
While staying with my sister she gave me a book about how to deal with the problems of life. I followed
along with a prayer that was on Television and I gave my
heart
to the Lord Jesus Christ. Something happened and
I was sent to the hospital and I decided to run
away. I ran miles puking blood with no shoes on on top of rocks
and felt no pain. When I finally
stopped my heart was frantically beating from all the blood loss. I
looked at the ground straight ahead of me and I saw the face of a
beautiful female spirit and I looked directly at her until she
disappeared.
Then I called my sister on the telephone to pick me up.
She took me back to the hospital. They
took a sample of my blood then they stuck something down my
throat but they found no blood. I managed
to get a bible while I was there and I was getting a deep desire to
believe in Jesus. I felt something good inside of me that
felt a spirit. I was suffering terribly in the hospital. I
was
having strange experiences on and
off, I was breathing strangely deep and there was a strange tingling in my face.
I heard a woman call out to Jesus in agony.
When I got home I was reading a verse in a bible and I went out into the living
room and blood spewed out of my right nostril.
I went to sleep and when I woke up it felt
like I was breathing decaying air. I closed
my eyes and I saw a mental image of Jesus Christ's Face and a
dragon. Jesus looked very innocent and he had a beard.
The weird thing is that I recognized his face. He lookes just like me. I had seen the face on a
magazine as a cloud and there was a
doorway in heaven and I the face resembled the holy shroud. I
Believe I was fighting a spiritual battle in my body from mental imagary and the intensity
of the Spirit inside of me. And after a day or two I was strangely
breathing very deeply. I was inwardly
crying to Jesus for help.
I believe I was struggling with sin.
I was sitting
down at a table closed my eyes and I saw a mental image of a cross
and a pentagram. There is a bizaare lump on my throat and
one man told me to cut the lump off and another man told me to let
the lump go away
naturally. I was having very uncomfortable
tightness of pain in my chest. I was
lying down on my bed and I believe Jesus said to me
"Hope in God's everlasting mercy."
I was in my room looking at my Jesus picture and he was
examining me with sparkling fiery red eyes, sometimes the picture
disappeared and reappeared and it was constantly shape shifting.
I saw two human figures go and
kneel down before the Jesus picture. Then that night I was
looking at the window of my house and saw him again. He was
sending bursts of light into my eyes. The whole room would
transform and I saw a green door surrounded by darkness. I was talking to the holy
spirit face to face in tonques. He
was smiling over me. I was using my imagination to use
spiritual things. I saw Moses
lift up his arms to heaven so the Isrealites
would win the battle. Then my spirit became
disembodied above me. I ate a
spiritual apple, drinking spiritual
water, wine and bread, putting on white spiritual cloths. It was like I had a
second body that was of spirit. Then I heard a ringing in my ears and I felt disturbed
over the lump on my throat and I had the urge to
hurt myself. I heard a voice say "do it" and
another say "I wouldn't do that."
For some reason I cut my
throat with a knife and put
salt on the wound. I remember I saw the Lord Jesus Christ's face on
the wound. I believe I came to the point of resisting sin with the shedding of blood.
Then I remember being in my room and I was sending orbs of light to the
moon. After that I was in heaven with the angels they were singing the song come just as you
are. Then I fell down behind myself and I was caught in mid-air. I was invisible
One of the angels said that's
ludacris. Then I came back to my senses and woke up in my room. Right when I woke up my
father came into my room. He put all my things back where they belonged because I was
thinking about giving almost everything I had to a ministry. Then I walked to my
sister's house and
showed her what happened to me and said
I AM GOD
Then I got 7
stitches on the wound. When
I woke up my eyes were
shut, Someone
asked me If I could make three wishes what would I make. I said to
live happily ever after with my sister the love of my life. The second wish was for peace on
earth. The third wish was for Satan dead. I was looking at a window and I saw
Jesus' face I sat there for hours and prayed to him face to face. Everywhere I look directly in
front of me is bursts of twinkling light.
I remember looking
around and spiritually healing people. I laid my hand a man
and believed I healed him. The man
said he was feeling much better and confessed
the Lord could be any man you come across.
I am very grateful to be a child of God.
When I thought I had committed a terrible sin I confessed
and asked for forgiveness then I was
walking down the street on my way to church
and I believe Jesus said to me "I forgive you".
After four years of excruciating chest pain I got healed
at church.
I anointed my forehead with oil, fasted all day long and I went to
church
believing I was going to receive a healing. I heard a sermon about
healing and I went to the altar and kneeled down and
prayed something like this while inwardly crying, I have seen your face and I have heard
your voice I believe you can heal me, please do so. A gentleman there put his arms around
me while he was speaking in tongues after he spoke in tongues he
told me that God loves me. After the service he told me that he could
feel the Holy Spirit coming from me and that my prayer was before
the throne of God. When I left the altar I could feel the
healing, tears were pouring from my
eyes, my whole body was tingling and I was breathing very peacefully.
I have read that if
you seek the Lord with all your heart and soul you shall find him, and
blessed
are those pure in heart for they shall see God.
I believe the Lord God Almighty manifests himself to those he loves.
I asked myself how wisdom came into
being. I believe The Lord God told me
"From the depths of the
ocean wisdom was wrought into being.
Then I asked "what is wisdom?" He replied
"Wisdom is the composition of creation."
I am writing this testimony in
Godly fear. I do not desire
anyone to experience pain in hell.
I believe the will of God for everyone is to receive him in the
humbleness of your hearts leading you to repentence
and salvation then undefiled worship in spirit and
truth.
I"m having a blast
living a new peaceful life. I believe that God has disiplined
to teach me that
breath is worth every second. I have faith that God loves me and
that I am one of his children.
I'm writing because I'd like people to have
have something to believe in. That there is life after death and if you believe in God you will not
vanish. God has put
meaning to my
life and I am ever so rejoiceful. Please
listen to what I am saying. Don't let Satan decieve into believing his lies.
Please
don't give up hope and never be discouraged.
I believe that everything
happens for a reason and that God wants you to make the right choices and decisions.
I have done many good things that have made
me a happy person. Life is a miracle. Just about
everyday it seems like something new and
wonderful happens to me.
If you seek with all your heart maybe the Holy Spirit will reveal himself to you personally.
I try to let the spirit control every aspect of
my life and believe whatever I
find good to be true. I believe that it would be wise to trust in God with all your
heart and have patience. I believe He will make
all things right again. If you love God you will turn from evil and forsake wickedness.
May the Good Lord God
bless you with a new happy life. I hope the He will supply all of
your needs that you ask of him in faith. I hope everyone would just open up their hearts
to heaven and believe and put their faith and
hope in Jesus. I believe When you do this you will be sealed with the love of
God that transends all things. he is the answer to all of life's problems.
Hopefully someday everyone will be good happy
sharing caring people and
give praise, honor, and glory to the
God of heaven and earth. Amen and amen
"For your obedience is come abroad unto all men. I am glad therefore on your behalf: but yet I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil.
And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen. Timotheos my workfellow, and Lucius, and Jason, and Sosipater "Andrew", my kinsmen, God bless you" Romans 16:19-21